hi I’m Rachel. INFP. Welcome to my humble corner of the internet. (◡‿◡✿) ♏ Sun | ♐ Moon | ♉ RisingTumblr (3.0; @babytchi)http://babytchi.tumblr.com/<p>the best part of my day at school was huddling in the corner of a handicap bathroom stall and crying B-)</p>http://babytchi.tumblr.com/post/50954261864http://babytchi.tumblr.com/post/50954261864Mon, 20 May 2013 21:36:09 -0400<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/6a5ffdd4c774903f1792d6e5693962a4/tumblr_mer70aantu1rvp5ygo1_500.gif"/><br/><br/>http://babytchi.tumblr.com/post/50861283744http://babytchi.tumblr.com/post/50861283744Sun, 19 May 2013 19:20:40 -0400pixel art<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/941ed3dbb51a8f7cda9e19ec29850e78/tumblr_mjid5w9a091rj4isfo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/><p>fascination ends</p>http://babytchi.tumblr.com/post/50861161053http://babytchi.tumblr.com/post/50861161053Sun, 19 May 2013 19:19:01 -0400crystal castles<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/74296d80afc5b46d36fb8b9e639f536d/tumblr_mmu9ujPxnu1s3i8rpo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://babytchi.tumblr.com/post/50861087763http://babytchi.tumblr.com/post/50861087763Sun, 19 May 2013 19:18:00 -0400allison harvardcreepychan<p><a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://mailorderwife.tumblr.com/post/45845420153/its-really-cute-when-boys-talk-about-their-fears" target="_blank">mailorderwife</a>:</p> <blockquote> <p>It’s really cute when boys talk about their fears bc it makes them vulnerable and easier to destroy</p> </blockquote>http://babytchi.tumblr.com/post/50861056829http://babytchi.tumblr.com/post/50861056829Sun, 19 May 2013 19:17:38 -0400<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/f16dc18e3286bc3eaed0ac73432a47f9/tumblr_mlfw2ougFE1qfj91so1_500.png"/><br/><br/>http://babytchi.tumblr.com/post/50794103961http://babytchi.tumblr.com/post/50794103961Sun, 19 May 2013 02:21:27 -0400<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/d22556ff8f719ccbcb478c911e9b0e78/tumblr_mkqgthCeDy1qaxe9co1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://babytchi.tumblr.com/post/50794084909http://babytchi.tumblr.com/post/50794084909Sun, 19 May 2013 02:21:03 -0400<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/34fe71e6177e1588474c6df98c80daa6/tumblr_mi2vd7Sh9w1qah4zyo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://babytchi.tumblr.com/post/50706322795http://babytchi.tumblr.com/post/50706322795Sat, 18 May 2013 00:38:05 -0400hnngnsfw<p><!-- more --></p> <p>kiss me on the head and choke me <img src="http://media.tumblr.com/bdb9d06371133beee5e4d6cb1efd71f0/tumblr_inline_mmz8muOYZL1qz4rgp.gif"/></p>http://babytchi.tumblr.com/post/50706013752http://babytchi.tumblr.com/post/50706013752Sat, 18 May 2013 00:33:00 -0400<p>the only way i will agree to take senior portraits is if the photoshoot can take place in my room while i&#8217;m naked, under the covers, and covering my face in shame while blogging via mobile. any other picture would be a false representation of my life. </p>http://babytchi.tumblr.com/post/50697422517http://babytchi.tumblr.com/post/50697422517Fri, 17 May 2013 22:28:45 -0400<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/04a67741a3ca47a04dfcff449d5a2abd/tumblr_mmaiuvstIq1qfgxk4o1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://babytchi.tumblr.com/post/50627380109http://babytchi.tumblr.com/post/50627380109Thu, 16 May 2013 23:14:00 -0400<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lon1mzHS6p1qeyoxro1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://babytchi.tumblr.com/post/50617506672http://babytchi.tumblr.com/post/50617506672Thu, 16 May 2013 21:07:26 -0400<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/37145405e9f50db51d47422ae8cd2037/tumblr_mmr8oi0LT31rnqolfo1_500.gif"/><br/><br/>http://babytchi.tumblr.com/post/50617493001http://babytchi.tumblr.com/post/50617493001Thu, 16 May 2013 21:07:16 -0400<p><!-- more -->even when i&#8217;m happy i can feel my sadness just beneath the surface. every minute i&#8217;m laughing and smiling, i know it&#8217;s all only temporary. </p> <p>my default emotion. it has no reason. it makes due with what its given, grabbing hold of my day,  splaying each memory out on the table. dissecting my words and awkward moments and each stumble of my speech. it tells me what i did wrong, and what I will do wrong tomorrow. nothing in my life is guaranteed but inadequacy. </p> <p>I&#8217;m beginning to wonder if i&#8217;ve grown accustom to melancholy. i&#8217;ve been like this for so long that feeling any other way is so foreign to me and I immediately shy away from it. obviously i dont like feeling like shit, but it&#8217;s what I know best. It feels like home. </p>http://babytchi.tumblr.com/post/50539008066http://babytchi.tumblr.com/post/50539008066Wed, 15 May 2013 20:42:04 -0400<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_maxkq6td0E1rdrnxuo1_500.gif"/><br/><br/><blockquote> <p>the sound of the wind blowing through the bustling trees forever calms me</p> </blockquote>http://babytchi.tumblr.com/post/50519949122http://babytchi.tumblr.com/post/50519949122Wed, 15 May 2013 17:08:08 -0400<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/66e9d10cf6b236c18fbd60162bf54c29/tumblr_mli9ozZVWt1r33qupo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://babytchi.tumblr.com/post/50519939379http://babytchi.tumblr.com/post/50519939379Wed, 15 May 2013 17:08:00 -0400<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/4039e9b7d64891b84b893bcd5d7405ef/tumblr_ml4n2hrUVc1qe3jxwo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://babytchi.tumblr.com/post/50519512311http://babytchi.tumblr.com/post/50519512311Wed, 15 May 2013 17:02:00 -0400nsfw<iframe class="tumblr_audio_player tumblr_audio_player_50513686348" src="http://babytchi.tumblr.com/post/50513686348/audio_player_iframe/babytchi/tumblr_mmutzuvmdK1qzjngj?audio_file=http%3A%2F%2Fwww.tumblr.com%2Faudio_file%2Fbabytchi%2F50513686348%2Ftumblr_mmutzuvmdK1qzjngj" frameborder="0" allowtransparency="true" scrolling="no" width="500" height="169"></iframe><br/><br/><p>i can safely say that this is my favorite song</p>http://babytchi.tumblr.com/post/50513686348http://babytchi.tumblr.com/post/50513686348Wed, 15 May 2013 15:41:14 -0400perfect disguisemodest mousemusic<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/798c50f0ffb98f8dfeb3b479ea5df660/tumblr_mlss7rDaNf1rrfyyho1_500.gif"/><br/><br/>http://babytchi.tumblr.com/post/50455480313http://babytchi.tumblr.com/post/50455480313Tue, 14 May 2013 19:48:38 -0400<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/cc0d9258390fbf1801802e37591cdea0/tumblr_ml8tqdkIRR1s5iduco1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://babytchi.tumblr.com/post/50449148610http://babytchi.tumblr.com/post/50449148610Tue, 14 May 2013 18:21:25 -0400nsfwhnng